"If I haven't accepted you I wouldn't be in the fire. Now, its all becoming miserable with you. I tried to bring lease into positive manner but you have lack of space to improve your self. I only see things are getting worse day by day. I am worried the day might fall on me to leave the situation". 

Tenzin, i am very sorry for writing brief about you. I never thought to write single sentence describing of you. "Don't say that i didn't say you", i tried to make things better with you. I heard people talking about our history of the past. They said" we were good couple". Going back to past scene and memories of incidents give me tears. The heart beat sound break!.